Uncool
by GrowingFlowers
I am not as cool as I like to think I am. Nope. Found myself stressed out about things that I don’t believe should be stressful at all. I like to think of most things as inconveniences – yet I was definitely stressed. And sad. Then stressed that I was stressed. And sad that I was so graceless.
It is a busy time over here. Babies, meetings, preparing for our largest annual fundraiser for the Birth Center and coming to terms with making a larger purchase….these projects and thoughts have been consuming my mind. And it is buzzing in a, let’s say, non-productive way. Well – I am moving forward and solving problems, organizing the steps and catching babies – but not in any sort of zen-like way. More of a harried, and spastic dance.
Couldn’t actually call it a dance either. Too much talking for that. Too much emotion for anything.
But….step by step – day by day we get closer to catching ALL of the babies due before the end of the month (thirteen more!), the Gala will be done and successful, the purchase made and the consequences reaped.
I’ll get it done. If I could just calm down.
Sigh…. anxiety. Friggin cars. Etc. You need a few moments on our porch with me. Although I warn you – Randy has changed the name “Back Porch Farm” into “Back Pain Farm”. I’ll keep the pot hot sweetie.
I do. I wish you had more time too! A cup of tea on the red couch would be great too!!
Miss you!